i.miss.my.chingu.destiny.

I know I am really behind in posting, and SOO much has happened in the last two weeks (some has been shared on facebook), but I was really missing my bestie today, and I wanted to devote this post to thoughts of her. So here goes~~~~


****A FEW RANDOM THINGS THAT REMINDED ME OF DESTINY TODAY****



1. Every time I brush my teeth, I see the sink stopper which says "Daelim," and I think of my D. Lim

2. I bought some Dove conditioner today and thought of you, and now every time I wash my hair, I will think of Destiny.

3. I listen to some part of the Dream High OST soundtrack pretty much every day, and I always think of you~~especially when I am listening to the Dream High theme song and nearly burst out into dancing to my iPod while walking down the street but am stopped by the weird stares.

4. I have my prayer cards for you up on my desk to think of and pray for every day and think of Destiny.

5. I was in the subway today with a classmate and he randomly ran into a sunbae from his uni, and I said to him, "Dang, I wish something like that would happen to me...like, woah! Just happen to be walking up the stairs from the subway and BAM! I'm like, oh, hey, Destiny, funny running into you on the subway.....IN KOREA!"

6. I had a really great day, and God really spoke to me, and I thought of our conversation about me being here~~and He was basically like, "LAURA! i AM here in Korea. I have been here, and I will always be here. You have felt so alone here and wanting to connect, but the truth is, I have been here with you along the way and been revealing myself to you in so many ways that you haven't even taken the time to realize it's me." Today I was able to have a great conversation about God with a friend, I finally got a Korean-English Bible, and on my way to help my friend get a haircut in 이 대, all of a sudden I hear a concert going on outside of one of the department stores. I figure, hey! Let's go check it out for a second. As I start to listen, I realize it is a worship band playing Hillsong. And that's when it hit me. None of my worries matter because HE is with me. He IS here, and He is revealing Himself in real ways! Each time I start to get down about not connecting and missing friends and feeling lonely, He ALWAYS has picked me up and encouraged me, whether through actions, deeds, or the words of dear friends (like my Destiny). Now, not that I deserve ANY of this, but He is doing it for me all the same out of His great mercy. I just want to remain in His presence as He slowly reveals His plans for me here...

7. Even if I didn't have ANY of this~~~I would still always think of you, my dearest 친 구 <3 <3 <3 사 랑 해! <3 <3 <3